Ana's Song - Silverchair

Please die Ana
For as long as you're here we're not
You make the sound of laughter
and sharpened nails seem softer
And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

Imagine a pageant
In my head the flesh seems thicker
Sandpaper tears corrode the film
And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

And you're my obsession
I love you to the bones
And Ana wrecks your life
Like an Anorexia life

Courage - Superchick

I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the write words to say
Like "I don't feel well," "I ate before I came"
Then someone tells me "How good I look
And for a moment, for a moment I am happy
But when iIm alone, no one hears me cry

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Somedays i'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be ok
Together we can make it through another day

I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I've changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when iIm ok
And for a moment, for a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not ok
And I need your help
So I'm letting go

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Somedays i'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be ok
Together we can make it through another day

You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but I know now
Together we'll make it through somehow

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Somedays iIm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be ok
Together we can make it through another day

Starving for attention - Geri Karlstrom

Bones are beautiful
My drug of choice
Striving for perfection
And I'm driven to
Run to you
In the wrong direction
How does that make you feel?
Why can't I make you see?

Mom and Daddy look
It's your little girl
Starving for attention
Too much on my plate
Things that I can't face
Starving for attention

I can't be myself
The mirror tells
Lies and says I'm ugly
Am I really here?
I cut my skin
It takes a knife to find me
I can't make me feel
So now I have to bleed

Hungry empty
Lost in her pain
She can't tell you
So she slowly fades away

Mom and Daddy look
It's your little girl
Dying for attention
Too much on her plate
Things that she can't face
Starving for attention
Craving your attention
She's dying for your attention

Sophie - Eleanor McEvoy

Sophie cannot finish her dinner
Says she's eating enough
Sophie's trying to make herself thinner
Says she's eating too much
And her brother says "you're joking,"
And her mother's heart is broken
Sophie has a hard time coping
And besides Sophie's hoping

She can be like all the other girls
Be just like all the other girls
Living in an ordinary world
Just to fit in, in the ordinary world
Just to fit in like an ordinary girl

Sophie's losing weight by the minute
How did things get this bad?
Sophie's family don't understand it
Gave her all that they had
And her sister won't stop crying
Cause her father says she's dying
Sophie says she's really trying
Problem is, Sophie's lying

How did she get this way?
How did she get this way?
Through trying to hide it
What does it take to say
What does it take to say
She's dying, sophie's dying
To be like all the other girls

 She's falling apart - Lisa Loeb

They pull up their chairs to the table
She stares at the food on her plate
At the toast and the butter
Her father and mother
She pushes away

And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart

She gets home from school too early
and closes the door to her room
There's nothing inside her
She's weak and she's tired of feeling like this

They call her for dinner
She makes up a reason
She looks at her arms and she rolls down her sleeves
And her mother is starting to see through her lies
And last night her father had tears in his eyes

And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart

And we rise in the morning
And we sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart

 Creep - Radiohead

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eyes
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so very' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so very'special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out the door ...
She's running out
she's run, run, run, run...
run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

Big isnt beautiful - King Adora

I want your heart-shaped lips,lips,
Cooler hula hips,
I want to feel my bones on your bones,yeah,
I wear my heartache at my sleeve,
I love myself too much to see,
It haunts my dreams,
It haunts my every dream,

Every boy wants a body to die for and,
Every girl who's thin is his rival,
I wish I had a body to die for,
Skinny is sexy,
Big isn't beautiful..

I'm gonna shed me some skin,
Get me real,real slim,
I want to feel my bones on your bones,baby,
I am a teenage drama queen,
I throw my guts up for self-esteem,
It haunts my dreams,
It haunts my every dream,

Every boy wants a body to die for,
And every girl who's thin is his rival,
I wish I had a body to die for,
Skinny is sexy,
Big isn't beautiful,

Ohh,ohh,ohh,

Every boy wants a body to die for and,
Every girl who's thin is his rival,
I wish I had a a body to die for,
Skinny is sexy,
Sweet anorexia,
Skinny is sexy,
Big isn't beautiful...

Sie is(s) nicht mehr - Die 3.Generation

 Sie wollte schon immer besser sein, schöner sein
als die anderen - sie war sich viel zu dick und zu klein
um durch`s leben zu gehen - auf eigenen beinen zu stehen
sie dachte, ihr arsch war zu fett und keiner konnte sie verstehen
weil alle ihre besten freundinnen dünner sind
und bei den typen die absoluten gewinner sind
also beschloss sie für sich keinen bissen mehr zu essen
um ihr scheiss-leben total zu vergessen...

was ändert sich denn, wenn du nichts mehr isst?
wenn du alles was du früher warst, total vergisst
was ändert sich denn, wenn du nichts mehr isst?
was hab` ich denn vonn dir, wenn du nicht mehr bist...

sie isst nicht mehr - sie isst nicht mehr
warum musste sie gehen
nur um besser auszusehen
hat sie sich belogen
sie träumte einen schönen traum
ihr herz war tränen schwehr
sie wollte doch prinzessin sein
doch sie isst nicht mehr...

sie hat sich sehr stark verändert in den letzten 2 jahren
als ihre beine noch wirklich ihre beine waren
und jetzt? keine spur mehr von figur - von gesicht
45 kilo - das ist doch kein gewicht

einst hat jeder typ ihr die liebe versprochen
doch da wo früher lebensfreude war sind nur noch knochen
keiner traut sich mehr sie anzufassen
sie guckt nicht mehr in den spiegel um sich nicht zu hassen...

es kam, so wie es kommen musste - jetzt ist sie gestorben
sie hat sich ihr leben selbst total verdorben
sie verlohr den kampf gegen ihre natur
fü`ne primaballerina - barbie - figur
sie schnitt sich die adern auf um perfekt
zu sein
sie wollte nadja umd naomi in sich selbst vereinen
scheiss drauf - was mir fehlt von ihr, ist der mensch - und nicht
das ausgehungerte modelgesicht...

Paper Bag - Fiona Apple

I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star
To pray on, or wish on, or something like that
I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy
Whose reality I knew was a hopeless to be had
But then the dove of hope began its downward slope
And I believed for a moment that my chances
Were approaching to be grabbed
But as it came down near, so did a weary tear
I thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag

Hunger hurts
And I want him so bad, oh it kills
Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts
But starving works
When it costs too much to love

And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb
Looking for a little hope
Baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to mine
And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope
I said, 'Honey, I don't feel so good, don't feel justified
Come on put a little love here in my void,' he said
'It's all in your head,' and I said, 'So's everything'
But he didn't get it I thought he was a man
But he was just a little boy

Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love

Du bist schön - Lafee

Du versteckst es schon so lange vor mir
Du tust mir so leid
Was machst du nur mit dir?
Du denkst ich seh's nicht
Doch du bist krank
Du machst nicht nur Diät
Nein du kotzt dich schlank

Wunderschöne Augen glänzen nicht mehr
Wunderschöne Augen sind traurig und leer

Du bist schön - willst schöner sein
Du bist dünn - willst dünner sein
Du lügst dir mitten ins Gesicht
Du bist schön und hasst dich
Du bist schön - willst schöner sein
Hungerst dich noch kurz und klein
Immer wieder mit Gewalt,
steckst du dir deinen Finger in den Hals

Der Weg den du gehst führt nirgendwo hin
Ich sehe Haut und Knochen
Ich bin doch nicht blind
Du stehst am Abgrund, du merkst es nicht
Du bist nicht mehr schön,
wenn du zusammenbrichst

Warum
Es ist dein Spiegelbild das lügt
Es schreit dich an, dass du dich selbst betrügst
Du bist krank
Ja du bringst dich langsam um
Du hasst dich immer mehr
Warum

Just a little bit - Maria Mena

Just a little bit stronger
Just a little bit wiser
Just a little less needy
And maybe I'd get there

Just a little bit pretty
Just a little more aware
Just a little bit thinner
And maybe I'd get there

Clearly, clearly I remember
Hiking up my skirt
Asking for your time
Clearly, clearly I remember
Nervous if ever confronted
And questioning myself

Perhaps, perhaps if I got better
Perhaps if I challenged myself
Perhaps if I was

Just a little bit stronger
Just a little bit wiser
Just a little less needy

Maybe I'd get there

Clearly, clearly I remember
Pulling up my shirt
Staring blank ahead

Clearly, clearly I remember
Days of useless crying
Almost feeling dead

Perhaps, perhaps if I was smaller
Perhaps, I could control myself
Perhaps if I was

Tonight (And the rest of my life) - Nina Gordon

Down to the earth I fell
With dripping wings
Heavy things won't fly
And the sky might catch on fire
And burn the axis of the world
That's why I prefer a sunless sky
To the glittering and stinging in my eyes

I feel so light
This is all I want to feel tonight
I feel so light
Tonight and the rest of my life

Gleaming in the dark sea
I'm as light as air
Floating there breathlessly
When the dream dissolves
I open up my eyes
I realize that
Everything is shoreless sea
A weightlessness is passing over me

Everything is waves and stars
The universe is resting in my arms

Eyesore - Maria Mena

The ugly naked truth
She starves me of my youth
And I stand alone until
You catch on
I swear it’s not by choice
But Ana has this voice
And it calms me down
It gives me purpose

And it’s alright
I’m alright
I want to be ok
I’ve seen it before
This eyesore, it’s me
Oooh oooh oooh me

I want out from under
This convining skin
That I so reluctantly live in
My worth is measured solely
According to the scale
I’m heavy, I feel frail

And it’s alright
I’m alright
I want to be ok
I’ve seen it before
This eyesore, it’s me
Oooh oooh oooh

Me oooh oooh oooh
Oooooooooooooooh
Oh